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reymonkeyI feel... busy, like all my time goes away and I don't know how, because I honestly don't *do* much. I never seem to get anything done. People ask me why I haven't done this or that, and the best answer I can give is I've been busy with other things, and then they ask me what, and I don't have an answer. Not sure what I'm doing wrong, here. Whatever it is I'm doing, it doesn't seem to get anything done.
A while back, one morning, we were about to go somewhere and I glanced in the mirror to make sure I looked reasonably okay, which is about all I ever strive for, and I noted aloud that I looked tired, but otherwise okay. Ginny was standing near me and she said, 'but you usually do...' and she's right... and I can't seem to forget that. It just won't leave my head. If I mention I feel tired or sick, whoever is around me says that I'm always tired or sick, or both. I don't wanna be a fucking hypochondriac. I feel sick right now, and I know it's because I haven't been eating right lately, but I *was*. I had quit coffee, cut way back on soda, trying to eat 3 healthy meals a day with lots of vegetables and some protein and get enough excercise and I feel like fucking crap half the time.
And I can't see a doctor because I've got no health insurance and between the tickets to Bellingham and the usual living expenses I'm pretty broke right now.
I'm just ranting today... pay no attention to the monkey.
I need to get the car thing straight, and then I can get a decent job, maybe apply at Kinko's after vacation.
And kill the neighbors. Need to kill the neighbors and their damn stereo that only plays three different songs, all of them very loud, and all of them with very annoying, repetitive beats. I especially hate that one that sounds like a bad polka.
Going now... need to eat something today.
A while back, one morning, we were about to go somewhere and I glanced in the mirror to make sure I looked reasonably okay, which is about all I ever strive for, and I noted aloud that I looked tired, but otherwise okay. Ginny was standing near me and she said, 'but you usually do...' and she's right... and I can't seem to forget that. It just won't leave my head. If I mention I feel tired or sick, whoever is around me says that I'm always tired or sick, or both. I don't wanna be a fucking hypochondriac. I feel sick right now, and I know it's because I haven't been eating right lately, but I *was*. I had quit coffee, cut way back on soda, trying to eat 3 healthy meals a day with lots of vegetables and some protein and get enough excercise and I feel like fucking crap half the time.
And I can't see a doctor because I've got no health insurance and between the tickets to Bellingham and the usual living expenses I'm pretty broke right now.
I'm just ranting today... pay no attention to the monkey.
I need to get the car thing straight, and then I can get a decent job, maybe apply at Kinko's after vacation.
And kill the neighbors. Need to kill the neighbors and their damn stereo that only plays three different songs, all of them very loud, and all of them with very annoying, repetitive beats. I especially hate that one that sounds like a bad polka.
Going now... need to eat something today.
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Re: Gasp!
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 06:12 pm (UTC)Re: Gasp!
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 06:18 pm (UTC)AVERT YE EYES ARGH.
Take it to phone conversations ladies, PLEASE!
Re: Gasp!
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 06:21 pm (UTC)Oral sex counts as sodomy, too, y'know.
Re: Gasp!
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 06:27 pm (UTC)Very happy you logged thyself out of Crumrin's journal, that would have KILLED me heehee.
Re: Gasp!
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 06:31 pm (UTC)Tapirs+Sex=Bad thoughts
Re: Gasp!
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 06:34 pm (UTC)Re: Gasp!
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 06:46 pm (UTC)Re: Gasp!
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 06:35 pm (UTC)Re: Tapir bites (Because you're crunchy and delicious)
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 07:44 pm (UTC)*Puts a blanket over you*
Re: Tapir bites (Because you're crunchy and delicious)
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 07:59 pm (UTC)>:}
Re: Goblin!
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 06:23 pm (UTC)And you know me, I'm just all kinds of obscene.
;-> Nice icon, btw. I still need to fix the res on those...
Re: Goblin!
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 06:28 pm (UTC)Re: Sexy girl...
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 06:22 pm (UTC)Wait, did we do that last night...?
;-D
Christine's on her way over now, she got caught up in stuff, but I should still be back before you get home.
Re: Sexy girl...
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 06:24 pm (UTC)Re: Sexy girl...
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 06:26 pm (UTC)Spider says Hi. With her ass. Now I forget what the hell I was gona say and she's clawing the hell out of my knee. Nothing on the carpet though, she was just sitting in the window making 'I'm gonna leave you a nasty present' noises.
Ummmm... yeh.
Re: Sexy girl...
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 06:35 pm (UTC)Re: Sexy girl...
Date: Jul. 11th, 2005 07:46 pm (UTC)Damn I need a paid account so I can have more icons.