Mmuh.

[reymonkey]

I feel... busy, like all my time goes away and I don't know how, because I honestly don't *do* much. I never seem to get anything done. People ask me why I haven't done this or that, and the best answer I can give is I've been busy with other things, and then they ask me what, and I don't have an answer. Not sure what I'm doing wrong, here. Whatever it is I'm doing, it doesn't seem to get anything done.

A while back, one morning, we were about to go somewhere and I glanced in the mirror to make sure I looked reasonably okay, which is about all I ever strive for, and I noted aloud that I looked tired, but otherwise okay. Ginny was standing near me and she said, 'but you usually do...' and she's right... and I can't seem to forget that. It just won't leave my head. If I mention I feel tired or sick, whoever is around me says that I'm always tired or sick, or both. I don't wanna be a fucking hypochondriac. I feel sick right now, and I know it's because I haven't been eating right lately, but I *was*. I had quit coffee, cut way back on soda, trying to eat 3 healthy meals a day with lots of vegetables and some protein and get enough excercise and I feel like fucking crap half the time.
And I can't see a doctor because I've got no health insurance and between the tickets to Bellingham and the usual living expenses I'm pretty broke right now.
I'm just ranting today... pay no attention to the monkey.

I need to get the car thing straight, and then I can get a decent job, maybe apply at Kinko's after vacation.
And kill the neighbors. Need to kill the neighbors and their damn stereo that only plays three different songs, all of them very loud, and all of them with very annoying, repetitive beats. I especially hate that one that sounds like a bad polka.

Going now... need to eat something today.

Comments

Re: Gasp!

[butterworm.livejournal.com]

You mean it doesn't turn you on? How bout EVIL Tapir+sex huh? MUWAHAHAHA. Bridgie gave me these icons anyways. I am so lazy not to log off this account. YAWN! *falls asleep on keyboard*

I like many cheeses

[madcowchef.livejournal.com]

As a point of clarification by the time you reach fifty you probably can't taste the cigars anyway, and if your in my family and male you won't see another ten years at any rate.

Re: Gasp!

[butterworm.livejournal.com]

*Covers Ears:* I'm not listening I'm not listening

[amethystlight.livejournal.com]

Trying to recall correctly..This sounds like a condition my mom has. Something like anemia. I know you can't go to a doctor to make sure, but have you tried taking extra vitamins yet? I think it was iron in particular. Maybe give it a try, see if it helps you feel a little better?

[reymonkey.livejournal.com]

It belongs to Ginny's parent's neighbors, but we all went up to Shenandoah in it. They seemed to think it was fun to sit in it and look at the deer outside.
That would be why Ginny and Shad went for lots of hikes with nobody else...

[butterworm.livejournal.com]

My sister has an iron thing that is genetic where no matter how much iron she takes, she cannot absorb it into her blood. Taking too much iron can be dangerous too. Too bad we can't just say GO TO THE DOCTOR REY, GET YERSELF HEALTHY GIRL...ok so I just said it but words are words less she can afford it. :) But Vitamins and trace minerals are very good to take.

[reymonkey.livejournal.com]

I am slightly anemic...but... err... iron suppliments? *shudder*
Slightly anemic, low blood pressure, just generally fucked. I'm bad at vitamins, but you're right I should take them. And Ginny just offered to help me eat healthier again, because I kind of slacked off recently. I think I eat less when I'm at home all day. No schedule, I get to doing stuff and I forget I'm supposed to eat. Rey sucks...

*Squiks you* Hmmm... you turned into a robot, how weird...
I look on your journal, but I only remember transformers as these toys I played with that my mom disapproved of when I was a kid. I used to get them from my fake uncle, he was my transformers supplier/dealer. Heee... she didn't like me watching He-Man either, but She-Ra sucked. I liked the green tiger in He-Man. I've had coffee today, can you tell?
I need to watch this new transformers stuff. Have you seen sages_of_chaos? There's some people RPing Transformers characters in there, along with everything else.

[reymonkey.livejournal.com]

Two words kids. Iron, Shad.
Anyway, I've got a lot of little anomalies like that, and I've had them since I was a chiddler, my old doctor knew all about them and investigated them and none of them seemed to actually do me any harm, they were just weird oddities about my body.
Unless my thyroid is messed up again, that happened once but it was the damn drugs that did it in the first place, and after they took me off 'em it straightened itself out in the course of about a year. I had too many drugs as a kid, I try to avoid them these days. I don't trust doctors anymore. They want to give you pills for everything.

Re: Like headcheese?

[reymonkey.livejournal.com]

Errr... is this on your dad's side? It could be because they suffer gigantism. I mean, what is your dad, 6'10"?
And I think you're safe from being a giant...

Re: Tapir bites (Because you're crunchy and delicious)

[reymonkey.livejournal.com]

What do evil baby tapirs have sex with?

*Puts a blanket over you*

Re: Sexy girl...

[reymonkey.livejournal.com]

She wiped her eye crusties all over my arm and purred, too. She did actually put her back end on the keyboard, she was using the desk as a circuitous route to get to my lap. Excellent timing. She's curled up in my chair asleep now.

Damn I need a paid account so I can have more icons.

Lick.

[madcowchef.livejournal.com]

I don't know I'll have to ask my granddads, opps no wait their all dead. Humm I gots the salt and and a hand of glory could you loan me the nails from a dead babies coffin? I guess that means both, with the exception of my dad who is looking distinctly not on the way out.

[butterworm.livejournal.com]

Ouch...oh yeah, I get the two words in combination...so I guess Iron would not help you in the least. Hmm...thyroid can indeed make you sleepy and not feel well. :( Meds can screw you up big time if your thyroid is in trouble.

[butterworm.livejournal.com]

HEY I liked She-Ra. *hmph* *goes to pout more in the corner*

Though, Thundercats were my bag, baby!

Re: Tapir bites (Because you're crunchy and delicious)

[butterworm.livejournal.com]

UGH YOU SLAY ME! I don't know what they have sex with...hmmm...I guess I don't care to find out, especially since the one we are talking about is evil and derranged and a hobgoblin night thing. HAR HAR.

>:}

Re: Don't lick me you pervert - I'm telling Alex

[reymonkey.livejournal.com]

Your dad is looking like somebody who hits his head on doorways. Hmm... Makes two people like that I know.
I don't know anybody with dead babies, but somebody called Ginny at work once (she's the receptionist/AR/AP at a woodworking place) and asked if they could build a coffin for his hamster or soemthing. Would the nails from a hamster coffin work, or are those too small?

I was cheese licking! You have no evidence.

[madcowchef.livejournal.com]

Maybe that or my dead relatives would communicate to me in hamster, which gets really annoying to be honest. Squeak squeak shrill, bite.

[reymonkey.livejournal.com]

Ginny loved thundercats. Sometimes I find her old fanarts for it around the house with old drawings.
we rented this old She-Ra tape at the videostore, a year or two ago, and there was this episode where they rescued this guy, and he was in love with this chick, and at the end I think she was supposed to be bandaging his leg or something and everybody wears superhero undies in that thing, but basically it looked like she was standing real close to him and he had no pants on. And She-Ra and some other people were still in the scene too, so it was pretty voyeouristic.
Don't I tell great stories? Wait, I got another one. No, really.

[reymonkey.livejournal.com]

My thyroid was fine before, and the they put me on prozac, and my parents researched and asked if there were any side effects we should know about, and thyroid problems were never mentioned. Then my thyroid messed up, and the first thing the doctors said was 'oh, the prozac probably did it.'
Asshats.
They took me off prozac and put me on synthroid for a while, but my thyroid basically fixed itself, which it probably wouldn't have done if it were some other reason for it going wrong in the first place.
I don't like doctors.

Re: Go lick Alex. She'll thank you for it.

[reymonkey.livejournal.com]

I bet you could get one of Jefferey's dead mice to talk if you dug it up. Weren't there a lot of those? Poor Sunshine.
::Is feeling nostalgic::

[butterworm.livejournal.com]

She has good taste!

SHE-RA SHE-RA! LOL. I LOVED corny shows when I was a kid, I LIVED for cartoons, for real. :-D Shirttales, snorks, rainbow bright, care bears, silverhawks, THUNDERCATS, etc etc. :) Plus I am one of those idiots who has to buy ALL the toys I loved (i.e. NINJA TURTLES) for my neice and nephew because they are remaking the 80s cartoons and I am a sap! :-D I guess it beats LITERALLY throwing one's money out the window. heehee. YOU HAVE to admit that She-ra's horse kicked ass. Yes, Cringer was cooler but a flying horse? COME ON!

I love your stories, continue telling them. Tell one about Hordak next ok, ok! LOL

[butterworm.livejournal.com]

LOL Prozac landed me in the hospital trying to jump out o' a window. That shit sucked majorly for me. Lucky I lived through it. LUCKY you lived through it with it messing up your blood chemistry so... :( I feel for you Rey, I have been on so many BAD meds but at least I came out (semi) alright heehee. I wish I had more answers for you.

(Maybe I should logout of Butterworm HAHAHA :P I *forgot* I had an OOC icon too heehee)

[reymonkey.livejournal.com]

I got Ginny a Rainbow Brite video for her birthday, and she's got a couple dolls now that they've started making them again. If you ever see a Shy Violet doll, snatch it up. I'll pay you back, 'cause she really wants one.
I love Ninja Turtles, and I won a snork stuffed animal in a colouring contest when I was a kid. Sold it in a garage sale though... My mother disapproved of most of the cartoons I liked.

So me and Hordak found this aardvark, you see...

eBay it ROFLOL

[butterworm.livejournal.com]

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=84638&item=5595815724&rd=1&ssPageName=WDVW

Re: eBay it ROFLOL

[reymonkey.livejournal.com]

Rey no trust ebay... I got somebody to buy something off ebay for me a while ago. Not only did the seller never send it, *after* payment had been sent, but they also dropped off ebay entirely. I tried to sell a doll once. Near mint condition. 0 bids.
These things do not instill confidence...