Mmuh.

[reymonkey]

I feel... busy, like all my time goes away and I don't know how, because I honestly don't *do* much. I never seem to get anything done. People ask me why I haven't done this or that, and the best answer I can give is I've been busy with other things, and then they ask me what, and I don't have an answer. Not sure what I'm doing wrong, here. Whatever it is I'm doing, it doesn't seem to get anything done.

A while back, one morning, we were about to go somewhere and I glanced in the mirror to make sure I looked reasonably okay, which is about all I ever strive for, and I noted aloud that I looked tired, but otherwise okay. Ginny was standing near me and she said, 'but you usually do...' and she's right... and I can't seem to forget that. It just won't leave my head. If I mention I feel tired or sick, whoever is around me says that I'm always tired or sick, or both. I don't wanna be a fucking hypochondriac. I feel sick right now, and I know it's because I haven't been eating right lately, but I *was*. I had quit coffee, cut way back on soda, trying to eat 3 healthy meals a day with lots of vegetables and some protein and get enough excercise and I feel like fucking crap half the time.
And I can't see a doctor because I've got no health insurance and between the tickets to Bellingham and the usual living expenses I'm pretty broke right now.
I'm just ranting today... pay no attention to the monkey.

I need to get the car thing straight, and then I can get a decent job, maybe apply at Kinko's after vacation.
And kill the neighbors. Need to kill the neighbors and their damn stereo that only plays three different songs, all of them very loud, and all of them with very annoying, repetitive beats. I especially hate that one that sounds like a bad polka.

Going now... need to eat something today.

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[reymonkey.livejournal.com]

I am slightly anemic...but... err... iron suppliments? *shudder*
Slightly anemic, low blood pressure, just generally fucked. I'm bad at vitamins, but you're right I should take them. And Ginny just offered to help me eat healthier again, because I kind of slacked off recently. I think I eat less when I'm at home all day. No schedule, I get to doing stuff and I forget I'm supposed to eat. Rey sucks...

*Squiks you* Hmmm... you turned into a robot, how weird...
I look on your journal, but I only remember transformers as these toys I played with that my mom disapproved of when I was a kid. I used to get them from my fake uncle, he was my transformers supplier/dealer. Heee... she didn't like me watching He-Man either, but She-Ra sucked. I liked the green tiger in He-Man. I've had coffee today, can you tell?
I need to watch this new transformers stuff. Have you seen sages_of_chaos? There's some people RPing Transformers characters in there, along with everything else.

[butterworm.livejournal.com]

HEY I liked She-Ra. *hmph* *goes to pout more in the corner*

Though, Thundercats were my bag, baby!

[reymonkey.livejournal.com]

Ginny loved thundercats. Sometimes I find her old fanarts for it around the house with old drawings.
we rented this old She-Ra tape at the videostore, a year or two ago, and there was this episode where they rescued this guy, and he was in love with this chick, and at the end I think she was supposed to be bandaging his leg or something and everybody wears superhero undies in that thing, but basically it looked like she was standing real close to him and he had no pants on. And She-Ra and some other people were still in the scene too, so it was pretty voyeouristic.
Don't I tell great stories? Wait, I got another one. No, really.

[butterworm.livejournal.com]

She has good taste!

SHE-RA SHE-RA! LOL. I LOVED corny shows when I was a kid, I LIVED for cartoons, for real. :-D Shirttales, snorks, rainbow bright, care bears, silverhawks, THUNDERCATS, etc etc. :) Plus I am one of those idiots who has to buy ALL the toys I loved (i.e. NINJA TURTLES) for my neice and nephew because they are remaking the 80s cartoons and I am a sap! :-D I guess it beats LITERALLY throwing one's money out the window. heehee. YOU HAVE to admit that She-ra's horse kicked ass. Yes, Cringer was cooler but a flying horse? COME ON!

I love your stories, continue telling them. Tell one about Hordak next ok, ok! LOL

[reymonkey.livejournal.com]

I got Ginny a Rainbow Brite video for her birthday, and she's got a couple dolls now that they've started making them again. If you ever see a Shy Violet doll, snatch it up. I'll pay you back, 'cause she really wants one.
I love Ninja Turtles, and I won a snork stuffed animal in a colouring contest when I was a kid. Sold it in a garage sale though... My mother disapproved of most of the cartoons I liked.

So me and Hordak found this aardvark, you see...

eBay it ROFLOL

[butterworm.livejournal.com]

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=84638&item=5595815724&rd=1&ssPageName=WDVW

Re: eBay it ROFLOL

[reymonkey.livejournal.com]

Rey no trust ebay... I got somebody to buy something off ebay for me a while ago. Not only did the seller never send it, *after* payment had been sent, but they also dropped off ebay entirely. I tried to sell a doll once. Near mint condition. 0 bids.
These things do not instill confidence...

Re: eBay it ROFLOL

[justdbear.livejournal.com]

I could get it for ya off there. I totally trust ebay, I only had to get a paypal collect for non-sending once and I have over 100 feedbacks. :)

[madcowchef.livejournal.com]

I saw the snorks on ice. Remember the icecapades? Yeah it was one of those. I got one of those fiber optic wandy things and ate cotton candy. To bad that that show stunk on ice (Double meaning fully intended).

[amethystlight.livejournal.com]

Two words kids. Iron, Shad.

Ooh, sorry 'bout that! o_O;;;

Er, sorry also if I'm inaccurate about the iron...I know my mom would have a problem if she took too much. I should check with her at some point. Although it goes back to the doctor thing to make sure. I don't like doctors, either. I was very lucky to have the one in NY I felt comfortable talking to so I could get my meds...which is why it's a problem out here if I ever need to get something new. ;P

I forget to take vitamins, too. Calcium. Needs to make myself remember to take calcium.

Hmmm... you turned into a robot, how weird...

Yesh I have. XD The roomies have dubbed me the minibot of our household. ;D I actually haven't seen much of the newer TF shows, myself. We're more hyped up on the old Generation 1 cartoon and related comicbooks from '04.

I know about sages of chaos, but I don't think I could keep up with it. I have enough of a time with TFBlogs. ;)