Yeah, see, move anywhere doesn't work. Moving takes money. At least I've got relatives up there. I'm scared that when I tell my parents the situation, their form of 'help' might be to offer that I could move back, and I hope they don't say that because I'd have to hang up I think. We'll see.
We'll be okay, one way or another, but I think I'm desperate enough now to apply for that last tier of jobs I was snubbing before, like gas station clerk and fast food. It'd be better than nothing I guess. I don't know why I can't get a response from anything else I apply to.